The Magic of Mom

I've discovered something about myself. I've discovered that I have magical powers. I can soothe a crying baby simply by whispering in her ear, "mommy's here." It's the most amazing thing I've ever seen. Of course, it doesn't always work, but something always does and I'm usually the one to do it. I amaze myself sometimes because I just seem to know what to do. It's really quite remarkable. I've baffled my husband on several occasions, although I must say that he's pretty magical himself sometimes.

My baby is nearly 4 months old and is becoming increasingly aware of the world around her. She's starting to focus more and she laughs and giggles and just has the prettiest smile. She recognizes my voice and she knows me by sight. She's very social and loves to be around people (especially young people). She almost sounds like she's talking when she makes sounds. I know they're just arbitrary sounds, but I swear sometimes it sounds like she can say "ma", "daddy", and "hungry." My mom thinks she say "Abu" (short for abuela). My prediction is that Megan will be an early talker.

We had a doctor's appointment today. Megan is officially caught up with her height and weight. She's in the 50 percentile for both. I'm so proud of her. The doctor said we can start her on solid food, too. We have to start with rice cereal and once she gets used to eating with a spoon and the thicker consistency, then we can start her on other cereals and phase 1 fruits and vegetables.

My little baby is getting big. I can hardly believe it. She gets stronger every day and learns and discovers something new everyday. She's still my baby, though. I can understand why people hesitate to have more children. I wonder how in the world I can love another baby like I love Megan. Then again, I can't imagine not having more. I just love being a mom. I love that I know how to soothe my baby and make her laugh. I love that she makes me a better person. I appreciate life so much more. I can come home after being at rehearsal or class and she just makes life better. She makes the world a better place.

And there she is now...